Summing Up and Moving On

11 05 2009

“The rattle of the riggers of the finish, the music of the tide beneath her body as she shot between the strokes, the grim yet heartening sound of splendid and unbroken strength when all eight blades crashed in together – these are the things that no one who has heard and felt them will ever forget. Some delirium. Some tremens. Some kaleidoscope.” – Sir Theodore Cook

A kaleidoscope of experiences: perhaps the best way to describe the three years I spent as a member of the Vanderbilt Rowing Club. I was first introduced to crew by alumna Amber Hurley, who taught me the ways of the erg. While most oarsmen usually detest the erg, seeing it as a vehicle of all the pain but none of the pleasure of rowing, I took an instant liking to it under Amber’s guidance. Of course, that doesn’t mean I was in any sense capable on it. Embarrassed by the fact now but elated at the time, I approached then-president Michael Desmarais at the student organizational fair at the start of my sophomore year to tell him of my impressive 2k split: 2:02.

In addition to bringing that split down more than twenty seconds (though I am still far from my goal), I have made many memories and learned many lessons over the past three years. Due to other commitments that I was hesitant to let fade and a pre-med course schedule that never seemed to relent, my full integration into Commodore Crew was a slow process. Although I was stroke of the men’s novice four and eight my sophomore fall, finding extra time to erg was all but out of the question for me, let alone any time devoted to the myriad duties required of us as a student-run organization. Promotion to varsity in the spring shifted my allegiances more towards crew, but my other activities were still the driving forces in my life.

A semester abroad changed all of that. Being away from rowing – early mornings and erging included – and away from the friendships I had made with my teammates made me realize the extent to which I enjoyed the sport. Returning from Madrid in the spring of my junior year, I threw my energies into the team, erging every chance I got, becoming an officer, and generally getting pumped up about rowing.

This excitement continued through senior fall with me serving as both treasurer and trip coordinator and rowing three seat behind Neil Greenwell in the varsity men’s boat. Soon, however, a surprising situation arose: our coaches – all three of them – decided to discontinue their relationship with the team. While the shock of this decision has never quite faded, my initial disappointment and lack of direction were remedied as I realized that these circumstances allowed me to direct even more of my energies into Vanderbilt Rowing Club.

The four officers of the team (we had reduced the number the previous semester due to what we thought would be a small team in the fall – we were wrong) along with some other varsity rowers quickly regrouped and took charge. We planned schedules, workouts, stepped up recruiting, and, perhaps most importantly, we began searching for coaches. We were lucky enough to find two superb coaches: Mills Ramsay, who I found using our ergs one afternoon, and Jon Miller, who had coached briefly a year before and came to us ready to change the face of the team.

With their leadership and the team’s excitement and eagerness for something new, we began revamping Commodore Crew. A pair and a number of new oars were purchased, practices were reconfigured, efficiency was maximized, and attitudes were changed. The past semester, my last semester, was the highlight of my time with the team. Not only did I become a better rower (out of necessity, for rowing in a pair is no easy task), but I learned how to succeed when the odds look bleak and, even more importantly, how a group of committed people working together can allow that to happen.

In the hands of Jon and Mills, Neil and Tristan, and all the other officers and members of Vanderbilt Rowing Club, I have no doubt that Commodore Crew is on the brink of greatness. While staying around to see what develops would certainly be interesting, the time for me to move on to the next stage of my life has arrived. May the many lessons rowing taught me serve me well.

-Chris





A Victory for the Novice Women

13 04 2009

My stomach was churning ever since Jon confirmed we were sticking to our line-up from Wednesday’s practice. I was the new stroke, and Wednesday the first and only time we’d practiced in our new line-up. Perhaps if the weather on Friday hadn’t chiefed us out of our last practice before the regatta, I would have been a little more confident in myself, but that wasn’t the case. How was I supposed to lead my boat? Obviously my coaches and my coxswain had seen something in me that made them have confidence in me, so I tried to hold on to that thought, telling myself that Jon knew what he was doing. As we got in water and started rowing up to the start line, I was feeling a little more calm. However, I was aware that rowing at high ratings for 2000 meters would be much different than the relaxing steady state. About 1000 meters away from the start line we started practicing our starts, which I was most nervous about. I knew that in our previous races, I had some trouble keeping up with the stroke, and now I had to set the ridiculously fast pace by myself. Sarah guided us through a few strart fives. “How was it?” I asked after each one. Sarah reassured me that they were good enough and fast enough. By the time we got to the start, I was feeling a little bit more comfortable. The practice starts had improved each time. I told myself that I just had to get through the start and it would be smooth sailing from there.

While we were waiting, we scoped out our competition. UTC, Murray State, and Berry College. We noticed that the other crew, Sewanee, hadn’t shown. The 4 competing boats lined up in our respective lanes. We sat ready and waited for the call. “Attention. Row!” The start five came. My oar was getting stuck in bow, but I kept plowing through. The boat came together during the first 20 strokes at a high rating around 37. We were putting water between us and Berry, and we could still hear the coxswains of Murray State and UTC in front of us. Around the 500 meter mark, Murray State and UTC had pulled ahead, but we kept going strong, leaving Berry in the dust. At some point in the race I started catching a crab. The boat slowed considerably, but with Sarah’s encouragement, we got back on our feet and quickly picked up our speed. During the last few hundred meters, Sarah made the call for our sprint. I was so tired, but I knew that I had a responsibility to my boat, and I had to pick up the speed, leading them through to the finish. My legs felt like they were going to collapse but I pushed harder and felt the boat pick up speed. When we crossed that finish, we were ecstatic. We had beat our first boat as the Novice Women 4+. For Alex, it was her first time ever to not finish last. It might seem like a small victory, but we had rowed a good race. We rowed together and rowed hard and were extremely pleased with ourselves. The most important thing is that we have confidence in ourselves. Now we’re focusing on SIRA where the competition will get tougher, and the races will get harder, but with our last victory, we know that we can do well when we give it our all.

-Emily

Now I’ll leave you with the novice women’s anthem.

“‘Cause sometimes you feel tired,
feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.”

-Eminem





I miss you already

13 04 2009

Last weekend was the last time Tristan and I will race the pair…ever (and my second to last race with Vanderbilit Rowing Club). The race site was Lanier Lake, the 1996 Olympic rowing venue. As can be expected, the facilities were much more accommodating than those of the impromptu Row Tide race at a Tuscaloosan state park. The course was our first and only to have buoys, which was a welcome change of events. Unfortunately, only one other boat was in our race – a pair from Wake Forest. Although we got second (i.e., lost), the race went much better than the previous week’s at Row Tide. Our misdirection was cured by the buoys, our power was matched on the start (which wasn’t a surprise start this time around), and we both docked feeling pretty happy with how we rowed those 2000 meters. I’ll miss rowing the pair, where even the smallest adjustment of handle height or foot pressure is instantly felt, but am looking forward to getting into a four – the Carpe Aquam – with Nick and Stephen over the coming weeks in preparation for SIRA.

A little taste of our at times frivolous luff affair with the pair:

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-Chris





A Story of Unfulfilled Hope

1 04 2009

“Are you feeling confident?” asked the bowman of the boat pulling up next to us in the middle of the lake. We were waiting for the women’s varsity fours to tear by in their six minute quests for first before crossing over to the other shore.

“Extremely,” replied my bowman. Whether he really was or not, I didn’t ask. I remained silent. My veins were coursing with adrenaline at this first real test of our speed in the pair this season. The caffeine pill, a ploy to improve performance, wasn’t helping the situation either.

The women weren’t starting so we sat talking with the other boat for a while. Pre-race camaraderie. Especially since reading Brad Lewis’s account of his races, I’ve taken more of the silent approach while I’m in the boat, not wishing to give anything away to the competitors and, more importantly, trying not to show just how nervous I become before each race.

But why the nerves? Practice had been going extremely well. After a tenuous start in the pair, terrified of flipping even with stabilizing pontoons bolted to the bottoms of our oarlocks, my bowman and I had found confidence and rhythm. Through nearly freezing temperatures and a permanently-askew rudder we had practiced and excelled. Sure, kinks remained. The set wasn’t perfect, the starts were a bit off-point, but everything was just starting to come together. I felt unstoppable.

Finally making our way across the lake – the women’s race still hadn’t begun – we squeezed in a few last minute starts, the part of our race that needed the most work. Three quarters, half, three quarters, full, full. Over and over we executed these five quick strokes, picking up the speed of our boat off of each imaginary starting line.

But the imaginary lines soon had to be abandoned for the real thing. Lined up between two green buoys, the six pairs of oarsmen braced themselves for a 1750 meter race: about 200 strokes of growing exhaustion and pain that would culminate in either glory or despair. The wind, though – it was blowing everyone off point. The half-dozen boats were all drifting to starboard, driven by the wind playing across the water. The officials were trying desperately to get everyone lined up correctly, frustratedly shouting out commands. “Lane 2, one stroke! Lane 4, back it! Lane 5, hold!”

Then, unexpectedly, “Attention…Row!” No, no, no. This isn’t right. We should have gotten a countdown from five or at least a “Sit ready” to lock our blades into the water to prepare to pry ourselves to victory. The other boats were already pushing away from the starting line. Three quarters, half, three quarters, full, full. We went through the motions but it wasn’t right. The synchrony we had had earlier was just a bit off and the solid grip on the water just wasn’t there.

And so it went. Not that it was just us; the other boats seemed to be experiencing similar difficulties. The panic was evident in the courses the boats followed down the lake, criss-crossing from side to side, unable to find that true shot straight at the finish. Officials were screaming from their launches to prevent collisions, vigorously and pointedly jabbing their white flags in one direction or another to order this boat to turn that way or that boat to turn this way.

My lungs were burning, unable to suck in enough oxygen. My thighs were screaming, filling with lactic acid. Yet there wasn’t a single boat other than the launches in my sight. They were all ahead of us, managing to deal with the surprise start better than we had or navigating the race a bit more efficiently. Slowly I withdrew into myself, intensely focusing on nothing at all. The sounds of the clicking oars faded away. The shouts of the officials fell on deaf ears. My eyes became unfocused, not caring to watch the stern rise and dip with each stroke. Where were the buoys? They were supposed to indicate the 500 meter and 1250 meter marks where we would raise our stroke rate. With our veering course, did we even pass them? Would I have even noticed?

And then, from behind me in a voice strained with the same exhaustion I was facing, “Murray State. We’re walking on them.” Tristan continued to call out encouragement, perhaps sensing my feeling of defeat or trying to counteract his own. Once we were lined up with them, we rowed right through that boat. Every stroke gave us a meter on them, a tantalizing reminder of those days at practice when we flew across the smooth waters of Percy Priest.

But it was too little too late. The airhorn at the finish blew, blew, blew, blew. Four times before we got there. Finally, after what had seemed an eternity, it blew for us, marking our passage across the finish and our release from that hell that can only be experienced by trying your hardest with so little to show for it.

After making our way back to the dock I couldn’t speak to anyone – not even my boatmate or coach – because I was so consummately disappointed in myself. I unloaded the boat into slings and went away from my teammates. I began to review the race in my head, the practices, the months of erging. And then I started to think about the next weekend and the next race, about the week of practice we still had ahead of ourselves, about the many starts we could still practice, and about hearing the airhorn blow for the first time as we cross the finish line, winning the next race.

All the while I sat against a tree and watched the water lap against the grassy shore as boats rowed by on their own journeys toward victory and defeat.

-Chris





A Brief History of the Mocs

31 03 2009

Interestingly, the University of Tennessee-Chattanooga mascot, the “Moc”, has not always been the train-driving conductor’s hat-toting Mockingbird that now adorns the school’s gymnasium.  The UTC mascot is steeped in a rich history that has, at times, transcended the ever-popular realm of bestial mascots.

In 1928, the Agkistrodon piscivorus (more commonly known as the water moccasin) represented UTC.  With its quick reflexes, venomous bite and unmatched rage, the moccasin was chosen as the perfect mascot for UTC (see below).

Agkistrodon piscivorous

Agkistrodon piscivorous

Unfortunately, just years after choosing this little guy as its mascot, UTC received a record low number of applications.  After investigating the situation, it was discovered that the murderous serpent was in fact scaring away potential applicants!  It was time for a new mascot.

After much careful deliberation, UTC finally decided to adopt a less frightening new mascot, more palatable for the younger set.  It was with this in mind that the University ultimately chose a shoe–specifically, the moccasin.  After all, what do children and college students enjoy more than shoes.  The moccasin is a shoe worn by Native Americans, hunters, traders and settlers in the frontier regions of North Ameica.  They come in a wide variety of styles, including but not limited to JC Penny’s American Living Moccasin Slipper and LL Bean’s Grand Lake Bison moccasin.  Not unlike the student body at UTC, moccasins are available in a variety of aesthetically pleasing and shapes and colors.

Dark Inidigo Grand Lake Bison Braid Moccasins

Dark Inidigo Grand Lake Bison Braid Moccasins

But like its predecessor, the shoe-themed mascot would not last.  In the early nineties the UTC administration decided it wanted to move away from venomous serpents and Native American footwear in the direction of smirking avian anthropomorphic train conductors.  And thus Scrappy the Mockingbird (pictured below) was born.

Scrappy the Mockingbird

Scrappy the Mockingbird

-Tristan





Takin’ some strokes

25 03 2009

Over the past month we have experienced many changes here at Commodore Crew. After Erg Face Off we continued indoor practices through spring break, which fell during the first week of March. With warmer weather upon us after our return, we quickly hit the water, eager to take some strokes after what seemed like countless meters pulled on the erg during winter training. To get the mid-winter novice acclimated, we stuck to eights and fours while they got their bearings in a boat. After they got enough time in to develop their first blisters, we split into our boats: a novice women’s four, a novice men’s four, a varsity women’s four, and a varsity men’s pair. We had just a week in our boats to prepare for something new for Vanderbilt Rowing: a pre-regatta scrimmage to which we were invited by University of Tennessee at Chattanooga. So, this past Saturday we woke up early and drove out to Chattanooga, boats and oars in tow. All of our boats got some great practice in for upcoming regattas (starting in just a few days!) and the novice got their first real taste of sprint season. Unfortunately I forgot my camera, but Alex was kind enough to send me some good pictures from the trip to Scrappy Moore field at UTC, home of the Mocs.

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The novice women, looking stylin in their new Vandy Crew jackets

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Ayeeshik, showing how coxswains do scrimmages

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Oars in the trailer, after a day of races

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Boats loaded up and bound for home. From left to right on the top, the Wade, the Pocket, and the Aquam. On the bottom, the new pair!

-Chris





Erg RAGE Off

23 02 2009


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The setup at 5:00. Model Ds at the ready for rowers and challengers alike. Tristan ended up pulling the fastest time of the night with 1:25.1 followed closely by the fastest challenger with 1:26.1. Catie pulled the fastest woman’s time at 1:45.3.

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The 1:26.1 challenger had a little bit trouble keeping it together after his piece. Nick the ever-industrious janitor came to the rescue.

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Random people were recruited to sell shirts throughout the night, helping us spread awareness of the team and make a few bucks in the process.

-Chris





Erg Face Off Prep

19 02 2009

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Regan and Ayeeshik supervising

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Alex next to her masterpiece

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Teamwork!

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Getting too into it

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The final product

-Chris





Another video…

17 02 2009

A little less corny, a little more relevant: the speech by Al Pacino in the movie Any Given Sunday set to rowing videos. Sound gets better after about 30 seconds…

-Chris





Amazing Awaits

15 02 2009

Not really about rowing, but pretty inspirational nonetheless…

Amazing awaits
where we least expect it,
or after training for it all our lives.

It awaits in 200 meters,
in a hundredth of a second,
in our courageous first steps,
and with our every last breath.

It awaits on the shoulders of our teammates,
in the footsteps of our heroes,
when we shatter records,
and when our spirits prove unbreakable.

Amazing awaits
when a small-town playground takes us
to the world’s stage,
and when that distance is measured in effort,
when our hope makes us hopefuls,
and bravery carries us on her back.

It awaits when we cross finish lines,
and when the journey has just begun,
when we come from nothing, from nowhere,
over hurdles, over mountains.

Amazing awaits in our Olympians,
in all Americans,
in the honor of victory
and the glory of pursuit.

It awaits when we work hard enough,
want badly enough,
and refuse to say we’ve had enough.

With a nation behind us,
with a world before us,
and within us all…amazing awaits.

-Chris